Mist still clung to the grass in a field on the outskirts of London near
the Uxbridge Road. Only the barest peek of dawn glimmered on the horizon.
Spencer Keenan paced the length of the field and back, mist swirling around
his feet like smoke above a cauldron.
“This is utter nonsense.” His friend Blake’s voice
sounded crisp and clear in the damp air. It was also filled with exasperation.
Spence turned to him. “Nonsense it may be, sir, but the idiot
accused me of cheating. What else was I to do but call him out?” He
gave a wry grin. “You are my second. You were supposed to avoid
settling the matter on the field of honor.”
Blake shook his head. “Damnedest thing, Spence. There was no
reasoning with these fellows.”
As the heavy dew clinging to the blades of grass seeped into his boots,
Spence crossed over to where Blake waited. Their other friend Wolfe
paced nearby. Who else but these two men would have stood by him through
this foolishness? At this ungodly hour as well.
Spence glanced at them, Blake rocking on his heels, hands in his coat
pockets, Wolfe prowling back and forth at the edge of the road, checking
every two seconds to see if a coach were coming. Spence saw not the
tall, imposing ex-soldiers they were, but the young, skinny lads he’d
befriended at Eton. He grinned again, this time at the memory of standing
shoulder-to-shoulder with these two against larger, older bullies.
And of sitting in the dark, risking more brutality from the upperclassmen
for not being abed, naming themselves The Ternion, one plus
one plus one, stronger together than apart. Even Napoleon, the biggest
bully of them all, had been unable to vanquish them.
Wolfe, still searching the fog-filled road, walked over to where Spence
and Blake stood. Spence glanced from one to the other. Theobold Blakewell,
Viscount Blakewell, with his impeccable breeding and handsome good
looks that never failed to make the ladies swoon. Gideon Wolfe, as
dark as Blake was fair, the son of an East India Company nabob and
a half-Indian mother, always ready to fight anyone who dared take issue
with that fact. And finally Spence himself, the Earl of Kellworth,
resisting the use and confines of his title ever since the reckless
accident that caused his brother’s death eight years before.
Spence laughed out loud. The Ternion stood shoulder-to-shoulder this
day because of one foolish young cub who dared accuse Spence of cheating
at cards. That night, the whole of White’s game room had pleaded
with young Lord Esmund to render an apology to Spence. Blake and Wolfe
had demanded it. But Esmund, looking as frightened as a cornered fox,
with hair every bit as red, had shaken his head like a willful child,
refusing to retract his ill-conceived words. And Spence, feeling a
leaden dismay, had been left with no other choice but to call Esmund
out to this duel at dawn.
Wolfe turned to Spence with a furrowed brow. “The stripling
cannot have any skill with the pistol.”
Spence, on the other hand, had accrued almost a decade of war in which
to hone his skill, but that need not be said.
“As we all well know,” agreed Spence.
Blake slapped Spence on the shoulder. “You might actually hit
the fellow and kill him, you know. Then what? We all dash off to the
Continent before you are hung for murder?” Blake gave him a teasing
expression. “I have had my fill of France, Spence, old fellow.
I pray you will make a dumb shot.”
“Shoot into the air?” Spence pretended to bristle. “I
cannot so dishonor myself. I shall simply have to miss my target.”
For all his levity, Spence’s gut twisted painfully at the unlikely
prospect he might draw the blood of that foolish pup. Spence had spilled
the life’s blood of many an enemy, but this mere boy was not
his enemy, and Spence had no desire to end one more young life merely
to preserve his good name.
Besides, he no more relished fleeing to the Continent than Blake did.
Why, the Ternion had just begun to sample London’s delights.
There was sport, gaming, and drink aplenty still to enjoy.
Spence set his chin in resolve. He would simply use his skill to make
it appear as if he aimed directly at Esmund’s vitals. With any
luck, the pistol ball would not go wayward and accidentally kill the
“You could kill him, Spence,” Wolfe’s voice
was as serious as Blake’s had been jesting.
Spence almost smiled. How like Wolfe to guess his greatest worry. “And
he could kill me.”
But the match was so uneven, Spence did not seriously consider that
possibility. His main fear was seeing the light of life extinguished
in that foolish boy’s eyes.
“I shall try my best to miss him.” Spence patted his friend’s
Spence paced again. He hated being backed into a corner like this.
He detested confinement of any kind, such as a flight to the Continent
would impose. Not now when they were free to go and do as they pleased.
The Ternion were still young and unfettered. At least Blake and Wolfe
were unfettered, and Spence had arranged his responsibilities in a
way that very nearly demanded no attention at all.
In time the Ternion must change. Eventually Blake and Wolfe would
want to settle themselves, and their adventuring would come to an end.
The familiar restlessness pounded at Spence’s chest. How long
before Blake and Wolfe desired to marry and set up their nurseries?
Not, long, he suspected.
For some odd reason, he thought about telling Blake and Wolfe about
his own wife, residing safely at Kellworth Hall. He shook his head
and again, as he had so many times before, decided to keep her existence
a secret from them. Blake and Wolfe had never understood his decisions
about his inheritance-- his title or his property. They would never
understand the bargain he and Emma had made.
“I have examined the pistols.” Blake’s voice cut
through the sad turn of Spence’s thoughts like his boots had
split the mist. “An extremely fine set. Made by Manton.”
Blake, as any good second ought, had negotiated all aspects of the
duel, especially the pistols. He lifted a finger and shook it at Spence. “What
foxes me is where a nodcock like Esmund would acquire such a pair.”
Spence goodnaturedly pushed Blake’s arm aside. “Devil
if I know.”
“I insisted upon firing them both,” Blake went on. Blake
had been meticulous about the duel, as meticulous as he was about the
tailoring of his coat or the cleanliness of his linen. He tugged at
the snow white cuffs of his shirt. “Seems to me both pistols
pulled to the left.”
Perhaps Blake was succumbing to a fit of nerves, Spence thought, because
this must have been the fifth time he’d mentioned the pistols
pulling to the left. Spence bit down the impulse to tease his friend
about turning soft after only a month of civilian life.
As in all else, the Ternion had together sold their commissions, all
agreeing they’d enough of war after Waterloo, when their regiment,
the 28th Regiment of Foot, bore the onslaught of wave after wave of
Wolfe gazed toward the road for the hundredth time. “Where do
you suppose Esmund found a surgeon willing to risk attendance at a
Blake shrugged. “His brother located the man.” He gave
a soft laugh. “Can you imagine what sort of surgeon would take
the risk? I pray he is not needed.”
So did Spence, who wheeled around and trod into the field again, busying
himself in judging distances, searching for a tree branch or rooftop
or something in the distance that would make a good place to aim.
The mist thinned as the sky grew lighter, but the morning’s
unseasonable chill gave Spence a shiver. The plain brown coat Blake
and Wolfe insisted he wear had no buttons. “Nothing to give Esmund
a place to aim,” Blake had told him. “Stand sideways,” he’d
also instructed. “But turn your head toward him.” Spence
had listened, nodding agreeably, going along with the instructions
as if he did not already know this trick to make himself as small a
target as possible.
“I hear a carriage.” Wolfe stepped into the road to check.
The dark chaise clattered into view, rumbling to a stop not far from
where Wolf stood. Two men stepped out. Lord Esmund was hatless, and
his shock of red hair glowed in the early morning light. Spence studied
him. The fool was in debt to his ears from gambling, and naught but
a boy, barely of age, but only five years younger than Spence himself.
Esmund was as unfledged as a bird just pecking out of its shell. He
played at a man’s game, however, and Spence figured he was too
green to even know it.
Blake and a young man who, judging from his bright shock of hair must
be Esmund’s brother, Lord John, bent their heads together in
conference. A third man stumbled out of the carriage, a bulbous creature
with an unkempt coat and a weave to his step.
Wolfe strolled up to Spence. “The surgeon looks as if he’s
been dipping deep into his medicine.”
“His brandy, more like,” laughed Spence.
“Precisely.” Wolfe looked grim.
Spence and Wolfe tried to overhear the discussion between the two
“I’ll be glad when this is over and we might get some
breakfast,” Spence whispered.
“It still makes no sense why the boy carried things this far.” Wolfe
“Spence?” Blake called to him as casually as if asking
him to gaze upon some interesting shard of antiquity.
He walked over.
Blake’s handsome features appeared chiseled in stone, as they
always looked before battle. “The pistols are loaded.”
Spence nodded as Wolfe joined them, a deep line between his eyebrows. “I
dislike this whole matter, Spence. It smells rank.”
Wolfe always smelled trouble, but at the moment Spence did not care
what drove Esmund to make his false accusation. He merely wanted to
get the business over with, so the three of them could set off toward
that fine inn they’d passed on the way. He was hungry for eggs
and ham and a pint of brew.
Spence glanced at his offender, who shook like a wagon rolling down
a stony road. God help the lad. Esmund would be lucky not to shoot
himself in the foot.
Spence gave Wolfe a wry smile. “Do you seriously think that
fellow capable of some intrigue?” He cocked his head toward Esmund. “In
any event, there’s nothing to be done but see it through.”
Lord John handed Esmund the pistol. To the young man’s credit,
he seemed to garner some backbone. His trembling ceased.
Returning to his customary cocky smile, Blake handed Spence the other
pistol. Its stock was walnut, textured to keep from slipping in a sweating
palm. The barrel was heavy and nearly as thick at the muzzle as at
the breech. Sighting ought to be more accurate. If this pistol contained
some of Manton’s secret rifling, it would be more accurate still.
All in all it was a fine weapon.
Blake and Lord John consulted their watches. “Stations, gentlemen,” Blake
Spence and Esmund each counted out twelve paces and turned, arms at
their sides, pistols pointed to the ground. The scent of new grass
and honeysuckle filled Spence’s nostrils. In the distance a cock
crowed. The breeze was light but bracing on his cheek. It was like
any fine day in the country.
“As agreed, you will fire simultaneously at my signal,” Blake
used his best captain’s voice. Its volume threatened to summon
the magistrate from the next county.
Spence drew in a breath, held it, and watched Blake from the corner
of his eye.
“Attend!” Blake called, his white handkerchief raised
high above his head. “Present!”
Spence’s heart accelerated. He raised his arm, glancing from
the church spire just visible over Esmund’s shoulder back to
Blake’s fingers opened and the handkerchief fluttered from them
like a butterfly in flight. Spence fired.
Through the smoke from his pistol, he spied Esmund, frozen in place.
Unbloodied, thank God. The barrel of Esmund’s pistol swayed up
and down, back and forth.
Spence turned his face to him, unflinching. He’d stood fast
countless times as French soldiers charged straight for him. Their
sabers and pistol balls had not killed him then, and Esmund’s
swaying hand was more likely to shoot one of the birds soaring overhead.
Suddenly Esmund’s face contorted and he emitted a sound more
like a sob than a battle cry.
Fire and smoke flashed from the barrel, and the crack of the pistol
broke through the air. Spence heard the pistol ball zing toward him.
He smiled and thought of how cool the ale would feel on his throat.
The ball hit Spence with a dull thud. Its force knocked him backward
as it passed through his coat, through his shirt, and, with a sharp,
piercing pain, into his flesh.
He realized with a shock that he had been hit and was falling backward.
This was not the way the Ternion should end.
Then, as if time stood still, Spence thought of his wife. He remembered
her youth, her vulnerability, her gratitude when he’d made her
his wife--in name only. He opened his mouth to beg Blake and Wolfe
protect her, because now he could not. The only sound that came from
his mouth was a moan.
Emma, he thought, as his head seemed to explode against something
hard on the ground. Forgive me.
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Alive: The Terrifying History of Our Most Primal Fear by
Jan Bondeson (2001,
W. W. Norton & Co.). Now, I ask you, could you resist a book with a
title like that? I couldn’t. I spied it at my local bookstore and
immediately pulled out the old wallet. Inside the covers
were countless examples from the 1700s and 1800s of people
who were thought dead but later discovered to have been buried alive. Bondeson
stated that the medical journals and newspapers of the time contained several
accounts of such occurrences, and there were examples recorded even in
antiquity. Edgar Allen Poe memorably used premature burial to tap into
this primal fear in his stories, “The Premature Burial” and
“The Fall of the House of Usher.”
From ancient times, death was determined when a pulse or heartbeat
could not be found, and no breathing detected. By 1900, this
was still the main means of determining death, but a fallible
one. Bondeson quotes 19th century estimates surmising from exhumed skeletons
that ten percent of all burials were premature. At this time it became
common practice in Europe to wait at least a day between apparent death
and burial to protect against premature burial. Bruhier, the time period’s
leading writer on the subject, further warned that extra
care needed to be taken for people thought dead from apoplexy (stroke),
drowning, freezing to death, and hysteria. The French even went so far
as to have hospitals for the dead, where the corpses were watched for
signs of decomposition before officially being declared ready for burial.
All sorts of security coffins began to be invented and continued to be
popular throughout the 1800s.
In 18th century France the fear of premature burial was rampant,
with gruesome tales of corpses coming to life on the dissection
table, or women delivering babies in their coffins. Some
of the tales were mere sensationalized fiction, but the fear of being
buried alive was so widespread that truth hardly mattered. There were
documented cases: the daughter of Henry Laurens, first president of the
American Continental Congress, who had been thought dead from small pox,
was shrouded and placed in a coffin but who awoke from the trance before
the burial; Robert E. Lee’s mother, declared dead after
suffering a seizure, but who cried out and knocked on the
coffin lid just as the earth was being shoveled over it.
This buried alive idea so intrigued me I got it into my head to write
a “buried alive” story, a Regency Historical romance with the
hero’s apparent death and just-in-time rescue from being buried
alive. From that small germ of an idea came The
Marriage Bargain (Warner Forever, October 2005).
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